we CHANGED!

Review back your blog. Your blog was sweet, surprised, happy, and all fulfilled by me. Nowadays, your blog is fulfilled by me yet upset, furious, depressed and disappointed.

There are plenty of problems happened surrounding us, you changed and I do. You stated that you are satisfied and pleased of having this life. Yet, I am not.

I asked myself, is this what I want from you? Why I don't feel happy when you can succeed everything without me? Why I don't feel satisfied when I see your life is better without me?

Will your future have me? Can we together back after these all miserable moment? Are your heart going to stop beating when you see me? Am I the only one who always make you up and down in your entire life? I wish I could to have you in my future, because I love you, never changed though you changed. :')

她

终于都有一些时间让我写我的部落格了。

在我的心里，
她是那么的完美。
我相信，我再也不能找到一个那么爱我，疼我，珍惜我的她。
她可以把我的坏脾气一个一个地吃掉。
无论我的脾气是多么的坏，多么的暴躁，
她都会一一容忍。
她对我来说，几乎没有缺点

她会花费全力对我做出不可能的事情
不管是多么的危险，多么的可怕，
只要我喜欢，她都会说她愿意为了我去做
在我最孤独，最伤心，最失望，最无奈时，
她就会在我的身边哄我，让我微笑

她是一个超级可爱的小宝宝
时常傻乎乎的付出了那么多但不要求任何的回报
只想要我开开心心的过我的生活
她会做出很多很多可爱的样子，声音来得到我的疼爱
看着她那可爱的样子，让我很想要好好地照顾她
她那笑，哭，悲，哀，愁，睡觉，大吃，感动的样子，
对我来说，是无比的可爱。

她爱逞强
自己是多么的软弱，但是她还要坚持的帮我扛下很多的包袱
其实她也是一个软弱的小女人
一个会为了我狂哭好多天的女人

我再也不允许别的女人去照顾你。
因为我只可以给一个人留在你身边，那个人就是我
让我们一起去完成我们的梦
我爱你 ♥

She is so adorable, indeed! ♥

她才是最爱我的人

即使那个在我脑海里两年不停打转的，都不比来她得好

这次我真的要好好地珍惜她，不让她离开我的身边

她对我来说真的很重要

谢谢你，宝贝

也对不起你，曾辜负了你几篇次

谢谢你还是会回头地把我扶起

I love you, Baby Teen ♥

Semester 2 exam will be started from tomorrow.
But I still come here to lepak a while because I felt so tired and boring on revision.


If a girl devote everything to her love but her love would not know these all,
is it worth?
Should the girl gives up because her love would not love her? 
Why love can make a person depress and happy?


I saw my friend keep suffering in this situation,
I do not know what I can help her.
Actually I felt heartache whenever I saw her devotion.
I hope I can help her something at least do not let her walk the same road with me.
Yet, I could not do anything to her. :(
HL, I really worry about you. Please think twice what I had told you. 


Birthday is coming soon.
Suddenly you pop out in my mind.
Can I have a wish? Can I meet you in this year?
I know it's impossible. :(
Till now, I admit sometimes you will still pop out in my mind.
I know that I just don't want to face this fact. 
Whenever I saw your name, I saw your photo, I saw anything which regarding to you,
I will think of you silently.
Yet, when I think back how you treated me, what you did to me,
my heart will sank down and I will hate myself !
Why?! I have many questions to ask you, why?!


不是你不够狠心，而是我还不舍得放手。

I saw this status from someone.

Am I still not willing to let go ?

我是犯奸的动物！

If I am a cold blooded human, I think it will be good! 

Good luck to me !

Woo Wan Er! Jia you for your exam!

Rawr!!!

压力

昨晚，终于崩溃了

好好地哭了一场

真的很压力，真的很辛苦

昨天当我在做工时，我听到我的supervisor叫了我的名，在看到他的样子，

我是多么的想哭

眼眶都湿了

在那时候，我能做的只是低头再回头走

我不想要让他见到我脆弱的那一面

很后悔当初接了这份工，认识了他

再把它介绍给朋友

让自己那么的矛盾狼狈

很想要放弃一切，再重新开始

很想她明白我的感受

并不是我正在找借口，为什么你就不站在我的立场去想一想

我真的是有在尽力做得最好

She is my nightmare utterly ! :(

Hello, stepping back to here to say Hi to you all.
Hmm. I memang lazy bug as lazy to blog gradually.
I really can't find any feeling to write my post.


Well, having my holidays now.
Though it is my holiday, but I still need to work and do my assignments.
After this holiday, gonna complete 3 subjects' small quiz.  :(
Semester 2 exam is coming soon.
Last paper is dropped on 21 Feb.
It is good or bad for me huh?
Totally didn't have birthday party mood :(
I obtained an excellent result in my Sem 1 exam ( at least it was reached my expectation )
I hope my sem 2 result can obtain more excellent than sem 1.
Yet, it seem like difficult for me.
Hmm. I should put more effort on it :)


有时，真的觉得很累
为了钱，我得牺牲自己读书的时间去做工
每一天，都要对着自己讨厌的工作不停的奋斗
即是多么的疲惫，都要撑着脸皮去做工
自己为了做工的压力偷偷的哭了多少次
有谁会知道


人生总是会遇到交叉点
而现在我正在站在一个难以选择的交叉点
对，想得到越多，遇到的风险就越多


前几天，不懂自己发了什么神经病
突然想了想一个问题
如果，爱人离开了我，这个世界
我会怎样
脑海不停的出现她对我的好
她不停不停的付出对我好
而我还是不满足
眼睛流出了眼泪
原来，她在我的心里真的真的很重要
爱人丫！我爱你！


觉得自己很好笑
知道自己时间都用得不够，还要去跳舞
把自己弄得超级累的
表演就快到了
所以不停的练习
怎知道前天把自己跌的够够力
弄伤了自己的腰


承诺不知是一个虚伪的东西
Promise is everything BUT once it is broken, sorry mean nothing.
其实，如果你要把他从你的部落格删除掉那些我们零零落落的回忆
当然，你可以！
因为我再也不是你的谁
而你也该为了你自己的幸福和爱你的人作出一些让她开心的事
如果，在哪天，我把你们俩弄得不开心，我对不起你们


明天就是十二月三十一日了
但是没有节目  :(
到处都是人，看到都会累
所以决定在家休息
其实，多么得想和你一起度过
但是 ..... .... 哎！~




Pen Off!
Good night ya! Happy new years to you all guys! :D 

BYE :目

如果有如果

这世界 如果有如果
如果一切重头 如果你再说你爱我
习惯阿 熟悉的温柔
turn around turn around turn around
怎么还是 一个我
雨滴滴答答的坠落 还有什么说不出口
泪不停不停的滑落 习惯没有你的角落

I want to sing a song for you sing for myself
没有你的天空 没有云朵
you are my everything and I really love you
在泪干了以后 想听你说 爱我
想太多 如果有如果
如果永远爱我 如果最后能到最后
一个人 该习惯什么
turn around turn around turn around
习惯晚安自己说


雨滴滴答答的坠落 还有什么说不出口
泪不停不停的滑落 习惯没有你的角落
I want to sing a song for u sing for myself
没有你的天空 没有云朵
you are my everything and I really love you
在泪干了以后 却还记得

还记得青苹的酸甜 酸到心里没有感觉
梦太美 回忆太心碎 再多给我一点点的勇气

I want to sing a song for u sing for myself

没有你的天空 没有云朵

you are my everything and I really love you

在泪干了以后 想听你说 love you


如果真的是有如果
我，想起你了！ :)

Break, Broke, Broken

一直在脑海里不断的徘徊

我恨你，超级无敌的恨你

对不起我的无理取闹！

别问我是否要离开
我不知道！我恨死你！