后悔昨天问你秘密。
弄得自己多么的不开心
又再次被伤害
这是叫自挖坟墓吗？
可笑得自己！

谁都有权力走回他的回忆
我只不过想看看属于我自己的回忆都不能么？

你说我不珍惜
所以把它移开了
当然我有我自己的原因所以移开

我可以说是个不爱留恋的人吧
但是很可笑
我只是一直留恋在你我的回忆
这是不珍惜么？
到底是谁不珍惜谁？

又怒又伤
算了~ 也许你不了解
真的很讨厌昨天的你
哎~

晚安~  :)

A wonderful photo shooting with you, bee ♥

 Sorry that late to update at here. :)

17.Jan.2011

Having a wonderful afternoon with you.

Thanks to god that cooperate with us.

We are so worry about the sky will cry while processing our photo shooting.

Yet, finally, did not have any obstacle to block us :)

Reached to Lrt station around 10 something.

Quickly make up myself while waiting for baby to find me.

But make up until half way bee called me come out from the station as there had some place nice to capture.

Err. Some graffiti background.

Need to act cool but I seem like not really know to act cool.

So end up kept laughing. xD

Then, we went to taman tasik permaisuri to continue our shooting.

Helped baby to make up then continue.

Kacha kacha kacha.

Sweating around. At that moment, i just realized that studio shooting aint an easy stuff.

Pose here pose there xD hahhahaha.

Ah bee carried me up, hahahahaha.

I cant carry ah bee up. Ah bee, keep your figure la xD hahahahaha

Ah Bee, You are so Strong la. Mwahs.  ♥

After going to taman tasik permaisuri, then we went to Full House which around KLCC ♥

Took Lrt to Klcc then took cab to there.

Alamak! Seem like every taxi driver also do not know where is it.

So called my friends for help.

Finally, I reached there  :]

Wow. It is really suitable to capture.

Took order for our lunch.

Hmm. Not bad la.

Wilson helped us to capture our natural look.

After eating, we played bubble in restaurant. hahahahhaa.

Then played wilson's camera.

Wootz. Desperate having a Dslr :]

Around 3p.m. , we went to klcc to capture again.

Lied on ground to capture.

After lying on ground, my back started to itchy.

Kept scratching here scratching there as if a monkey.

Bee and wilson kept consoling me do not do so. hahahhhaa.

But it was really itchy. how can I stop scratching?

Faster complete the shooting then went to toilet.

Bee helped me wipe my back with clean cloth.

Everyone looked at my back and asked what was going on. hahahahaha.

Relief. Finally my back was okay.

Hung Klcc around then went back to home.

Owh! Photo shooting is really not a piece of cake.

Need posed under hot weather and it was so tired.

By the way, I enjoyed and captured many nice photos with sweetheart. ♥

 Those Photos I most love :

19. Jan

Went to times square and sungai wang to buy new shirt with darling and sister.

Was so tiring on that day.

Only had 200 bucks to buy my new shirt.

Sob! :[

After buying, parents informed us that they will come lately to fetch us.

So I killed my time with baby. :]

Ate my dinner with baby and went to Border to read some architecture books.

Lied on your leap and looked at you.

Dear, ILY ♥          :]

25.Jan 

Hung out with baby again. :)

Waiting baby in lrt station.

Dear carried her booth. Hahahahha.

Saw her bang here bang there. Cutie ♥

Met baby and helped baby to carry.

Wow! The booth was really heavy. 

Baby saw my shoulder turned red and kept grabbing booth with me.

Hahahaha =D

Finally we reached the company.

Returned booth and went to pavilion.

Watched homecoming with baby.

Hahahahhaa. Funny movie  :)

Recommended !

Woooow!  

Went to eat Carl's Jr! 

Yum ! The beef burger niceee! Delicious!

Hahahahaha. Love their fries too!~ Mmmmm! Yummy ~

Oh yea! I lost my phone in cinema.

Luckily I realised it !

So went back to cinema to find it.

I found it. Phew~

Can't post our outing photo as my chou darling lost her card reader.

Alamak! 

Pen.Off.!

Love my strong man, Pika Wan Teen!! ♥

My Dream

I had a dream. That was I hope I can go to Australia to further my studies.

YEA! The dream I have to stop right now. 

I have to give up my dream to realise parents' dream.

It sounds like noble right?

Actually i'm so stress.

Few years ago, my parents kept pushing me to go to Australia to further my studies.

At the beginning, I rejected everything.

Yet, year by year, I became a mature person.

I am able to think about my future. 

Thus, I made up my mind to further my studies there.

And told myself I have to study harder and harder to realise it.

When I told my uncle who is living in Australia, he is glad to know that.

He said he will help me to solve the tuition fees' problem. 

Well, I told my parents.

At the beginning, they fetched me to taylor and inti university to request some information about SAM ( South Australia Matriculation ).

As I know, if I study foundation, the cert is not qualify every university which is located in Melbourne. 

So, I made up my mind to study in Taylor.

The terrible incident happened.

Parents argue because of me since yesterday.

I cried like hell yesterday.

Daddy do not hope I go as he is having sickness.

He afraid of he cannot see me when he is in front of the death's door.

He called to my relatives to ask some suggestion.

End up, my uncles and grandma consoled me to not to go.

Kept crying as my dream destroyed.

They do not understand the reason of crying.

My whole family argued because of me.

I felt i'm so useless. Because of University, I have to make them quarrel.

What's a funny thing.

I'm having my uncle in Aus, and no need to trouble for the money.

Yet, I CANT go because of my parents.

Parents cried in front of me to ask me do not go.

What's a funny thing, I have to give up everything to realise them and stop the war.

Please, do not to trouble me again.

I already decided not to go Aus, and staying here to continue my foundation.

Why the world is unfair?

Why someone can go to oversea to study but not to appreciate?

Why I want to go but I cant go? 

I want to tell you all who is going to oversea study as well as not to appreciate the opportunity, buddy, you are very very lucky, congratulation, you must appreciate the chance.

Cried since yesterday until now :(

They only said me that I only think of myself but not them.

How about you all? why do not think of my future.

I only wan to study and hope my future will be better.

But, why it is so many obstacle to block me.

What's a funny thing, my parents asked me not to go to oversea study.!

My uncles, grandma, father and mother, why you all not think of me?!

My dream has an end here. =')

Give up my dream to realise parents' dream.
Hope against Hope.

Recently, less to come here for blogging.

As I have my own diary book. 

So I will lesser and lesser to update my bloggie  :)

Yesterday, went to interview with baby and her friend, Chels. 

Chels is a beautiful and nice girl. Hahahaha. 

Hope the clerk will call to us asap. I need the job to earn money to buy cny clothes ya.

After interviewing, we went to sungai wang having our lunch.

Then walked times square.

Aww. Those new arrival clothes terribly nice.

Yet, the price more nicer, scared me. 

No place to go, so we went to movie. 

The tourist.

Nice movie but i slept xD hahahaha.

A guy sat back of me when watching.

Walao! Keep kicking my chair.

Utterly hope to scold him.

At that moment, my mind popped out something.

Last year, I was facing a moment as if yesterday too.

But, there was a people who sitting by me just turned her head and scolded the guy.

That was you, Chi ~

Duh! Memories attacked my mind again. 

Yesterday night, my dear cried like a baby. 

She worried about her studies.

She is under stress truly.

I hope her parents really can understand her.

By the way, baby, you should believe yourself you can.

Remember what I told you yesterday.

If you really work hard fully, the GOD wont treat you unfairly. 

Bee, I know you worried that you cannot give me what I need.

Bee, you are the one I most need. 

Bear in your mind about this :

我，胡婉儿只要和你拥有着简简单单的爱情

不需去豪华的地方，买名牌东西，吃高贵的食物，穿华丽的衣服

即使是粗茶淡饭，我都愿意

因为我有你在我身旁

记得别把自己和别人比较

因为我要和你在一起

我爱的人是你而不是别人

Sweetheart. I Heart You much.~ 

Never end never fade.