end my exam =]

finally end my exam yesterday.
woohoo. start my holiday ><

today go hsuan's house bake karly's cake.
muahaha. tomorrow we are going to ''lowya'' redbox sing K.
haha. wow. the cake seem like very nice.
and we make a big card to her too. hmm.
tomorrow hope will have fun there =]

today is our 4month anniversary.
celebrate tomorrow =]
ngek ngek.
hope we will less to argue.
we are always argue nowaday. hais.

night everybody.
^^

老虎琪

the present that giv you.

full of star. and my wish.

the pig is you. baby.

the photo album =]

the photo album.

haven done yet.

hmm. hope it will nice.

keke. it's the 1st present of creative. haha.

night everybody =]

tomorrow no school.

woohoo. =]

sick

tomorrow exam account.
i'm worry and nervous.
i hope i can get A.
i afraid i will careless. =(

i'm sick.
throat pain and flu.
forhead have a bit hot.
i scare tomorrow will blur blur.

i wan recover my sick before this saturday.
bcos baby not giv me cheong K if i haven recover =(
and not let me eat fried food too.
grrr. i dunwan listen u sing only.
i wan sing also. blek.
chou baybee.

recently we always argue.
i let u cry everyday.
sorry. let u hurt let u sad.
i'm aint good.
sorry.

ha qi ha qi.
arg. how i go exam tomorrow
i think i wan bring a box of tissue to exam tomorrow.
very suffer and cold cold
baybee. hug hug.keke.

i hate my temper.
i hate my jealous.
i'm too sensitive.
hais. no request anything from her, study hard.=)
this is what i remind myself always.

good luck to me and baybee =)
good luck to my friends too
it's time to bed and eat medic.
night =]

老虎琪。

115days. miss you much.

left 3days to exam.

just update the blog of us.
woohoo. left 3 days to exam.
oh my. this 2 weeks, my eye bag is a day dark than a day.
jus sleep 2 hours and 3 hours a day.
thn wak up study again.
arg~ 24hours is not enough to me.
hmm. i need rest today. tomorrow wan study again luu.

today we meet. ^^v
we're argue. hais.
sorry that let u cry.
u promise me not hurt yourself da. shagua.
muacks. miss u much whee~ kekeke

hope to change my phone number soon.
arg~ mimi ah. whn i can get my simcard.
i'm waiting for u almost a month na.

hmm.teacher was marked math paper 2.
wuwuwu. i jus get 43/60.
hmm. if i wan get A my paper 1 need get 32 question correct.
hmm. if i not careless i think i can.
my paper 2 all mistake is cause i'm careless =(

nex week start my home tuition.
BI and BM subject.
the tuition fee is shocked me. woohoo.
i need study hard dun let parents disappointed.
my result oso use money to buy it back de. haha.

monday exam account na.
i'm most worriest this suject.
cause i'm aim it to get A. thn i can get my reward from baby.
haha.
god bless me god bless me.
no need bless her purse's money. haha

chou baybee. keep laugh me.
hng. dunwan care u le.
wuwuwu. always bully me.

arg i need keep fit ah.
seii fei po. grrr. my tummy is big.
wuwuwu

老虎琪

113days. muacks

exam-ing

gosh. today exam p.moral and english.

p.moral i jus tembak tembak to do it.

haha. luckily baby cal me study yesterday.

but jus half water of pail only.
after finish my moral exam paper,
i jus hope to sleep.but i cant.
i write something on a paper. keke.
too miss my shit piggy baby already.
baby click the picture and see wat i write for u.

ring.. ..
recess luu..
with my friend go to toilet.
keke. ah wei. whn i saw u i will 情不自禁think back that night ah~
haha. after that at class planing karly burfdae celebration.
hmm. going to karaoke room sing K.
keke. =] that day is 4month anniversary with baby. 

11.15a.m.
start to exam english.
i sleep on the table until around 12p.m.
arg~ i jus left a hour to do my section A and B.
ish. jus quickly done it.

write rubbish =(

arg~ i am not enough time to do. 

wuwuwu.

when during english exam, have some guy screaming and laugh loudly outside the school.

all of us so weird.

yin foo is say to me: wan er, your friend ah. haha

waner: blek =P

thn my right hand side the guy, kheng hou: so alik you ah.
wan er: you punya friend ah. babi. 
haha.

tomorrow is exam history and math.

history i haven ready yet.

arg~ it's time to tuition nia.

after tuition need study.

grr. i'm worry for my exam tomorrow. =(

老虎琪。

29days.countdown.

110.

beautiful love

我在家对他们说话的时间还少过我读书的时间。
每分每秒都在房埋头苦读。
觉得很难沟通。好像每句话都有刺将。

其实在我的心里埋藏了很多想问想说出来的东西。
只是没有勇气对他们说。
想告诉老师。听他的意见。
但是在考试。老师都在忙。

他们对我说走这条路会很辛苦。
老了没孩子。但我想可以到孤儿院领养啊。
大了怕没人养。
都说是大了当然自己养自己啊。
没老公养。==
一定是男的才可以养起我吗？
女的做工工资低吗？
真的搞不明。

为什么外国可以接受同性恋？
为什么我国不能。因为islam.
就是马来西亚让他们也接受不了。
相信不只是他们。而是大多数都接受不了。
你们又不是islam为什么接受不了？
难道同性恋会少一块肉吗？

你们说都不懂为何你们会爱女子？
那我也不明为何你们又会爱男子咯？
为什么一定要男女？不能女女，男男？

他们说想到我们性的时候就想吐。
难道男女不恶心咩？
真的搞不明为什么他们就不能接受。

他们说我是他的女儿就要保护我。
同性恋又不会受伤。也许他们怕我被hurt。
但是和男子在一起也是偶尔会hurt到啊。
他们说想要我开心一点。
但是他们现在这样我会开心吗？
我在家连说句话都不想。
口都会臭啊。 ==
我为了这件事流了多少的眼泪。
这就是你们要给我的快乐吗？

现在我在家只是读书读书。
做家务，你们叫我站就站，坐就坐。
也随变了。
有时他们问到没有的东西也给到他们说到有这样。
我忍着眼泪和他们吵。
吵了会走回房间大哭。
这就是他们要给我的吗？

今早和爸一起去医院。
看到那粗粗的针刺下去真得很痛。
顿时我的眼泪也想流出来。
对不起我的不孝。
对不起你们。



假如明天消失了，趁现在我爱着
只想记得被你抱着，温热的感受。
love's beautiful, so beautiful
我失去过更珍惜拥有。
多庆幸我是我，被你疼爱的我。
紧紧牵着的手不要放手，
永远守护我。

love's beautiful, so beautiful ~
我很快乐，你会了解我。
我不会在哭泣，是因为我相信。
我们勇敢的爱着每秒钟，
都能证明一生的美丽。 =]

我真得很想你。
对不起，总是对你发脾气。
在家真的蛮难受的。
对不起。 喜欢你像个小孩子。
很想一直拥抱着你，流着眼泪。
不想让你看见我哭得丑样子。=P

呼~ 舒服点了。
该继续读书了。
晚安啦~ =]
有万加油死他地。哈哈

矮老虎琪。

107。

原来

exam english and chinese today.
stupid me. duno writting what in the essay.
ish. how i get my rewards =(
你给了我玩一个心理测验。
原来你的答案让我的心刺痛着，酸酸的。
在那个测验里你的身旁摆放着ws。
tomorrow is holiday.
but i need wake up as usually.
ish. need to tuition in the morning.
也许你还没放得下他吧。
或也许我想太多。

it's time to bed.
晚安。

爱琪。

105。

final exam

hmm. jus finish PMR, my final exam is progressing now.
isnt good. i haven prepare all.
in the week holiday i jus keep doing my account.
oh my. this fri until nex monday i need to revision my economi and history.

yesterday i asked my baybee math question.
i draw it out and show her.
she keep laugh and laugh. ==
my draw so funny mie.

yesterday night i'm lyn on bed at 12a.m.
but i think i fall in sleep at 1 or 2 a.m.
i jus thinking the dec trip and think back famine 30.
i keep laugh and smile there.
oh my god. gonna kisiao.

whn going to school.
my dad's car 被人拉. ( the car is belong to dad's company )
because din't have to pay loan.
when i out from my house i scold the guy why steal my car haha.
originally is his secretary forget to pay loan.
i ask dadi your office need a young and nice secretary?
haha. dadi pay rm600 for them.
duit kopi.

arg~ my malay essay duno to do.
my brain jus blank and white as a paper.
i sleep on the table and finally wake by ben.
ling look and me and cal me try to do.
just craping on my essay.
i think i need find a teacher just teach me to do english and malay essay.

finish my exam paper i just conteng the table.
keep draw =) =) =).

      爱琪。  

104days.

i dunwan so abvious oso.

blek. love u. keke.muacks

i very miss you

nowaday i'm writing my diary on my notepad.
i'm hope can online soon to contact with you.
mum tel me today that they decide that need move my com in my living room.
hais. i jus tel her watever.
wat also let them decide and been locked.
ya. it's all i been fort.
 
just finish my math revision.

my brain gonna boom and crazy.
i'm headache now. ah!!
help !! ~

i can't pay attention to do my math.

i'm realize that my math is going to regress.
i'm very sad. i'm very afraid.
why my result sliding down now?
i'm feel stress. T.T

baby i very miss u.

my math book full of your name.
i really very miss you.
i need your hug.
today i just have a call to u at noon.
when i heard your sound, i very happy.
i'm smile to talk with you.
i'm heavy heart end the call.

when the call is end.

i'm sad. i'm screaming ''i need you now, baby'' in my heart.
yesterday night i'm crying alone.
i very miss u ah baby.
i want your hug. hug hug me.

baby did u miss me too?

i'm miss your whee whee oh, baby.
i oso miss xiao bai. keke.
when u just find me =(
i hope to hug u while crying.
i need your console. baby.

baybee, u must take care yourself know?

u must drink plenty of water, eat fully and study hard.
show to me your result ok?
i need nice nice da.
if not nice, ugly de i will throw into rubbish bin da.
keke. muacks

for anyone want to find me.

please leave at my cbox.

i will reply u all A.S.A.P.

thx=)

102days.

i'm thinking back our sweet memories.
i hope to share with you.

tell u all the thing. =]

baby. i do love u much and miss u much.

just in cal with baby jus now.

let u heard that i'm crying.

it's late.

i think i need to sleep.

night.=]

(i'm writing it with my tear.)

woohoo~

finally can online a while.

few hours =(

wuwuwu.

will be not online a loooooooooong time.
err. never mind luu.
let me pay 100% attention to do my revision. keke

with baby already 100days luu.
10.10.09.
it's a wonderful day.
because 十全十美.

but i think this day isnt a good day.

thanks baby help me update blog.
keke. jus now have a look to view baby's punya blog.
wow. so touch for me.

make a wish to the god.

hope the god will come true my wish.
please help us god.

oh no. when jus reopen school.
i am bored everyday at house.
having spider web on my body ah.
=[ wednesday gonna exam.
jia you, everyone.

hand's muscle very pain.
let my body like no energy and tired.

baby i very miss you.
every night i hope to listen your sound. keke.
this fewdays watch hong kong drama.
haha. when i saw them hughug, i think about baby.
when the guy carry the girl, i am thinking that baybee carry me.
haha. so happiness ^^v.
u need to early sleep ya.
need exam ah baby.
guai guai. giv u eat sweet sweet.

oh ya. dun forgot to buy sweet to me.

i'm gonna finish it all.
haha. the ants eat my lollipop. =(

i write '' i miss mike i miss mike much'' on my book.
haha. i wanna to meet u soon.
fast fast let u finish your exam then come find me.
haha. let me colour the shirt. ngek ngek. ^^v

my baby say she is fat fat fat wor.

i duno she wants to say how many times a day.

haha. she think that she say once time she is fat will gonna help him to reduce the oil.

muahahaha. baby, u take hard to exercise nurhx.

i also need to keep fit.

101days. =]

carve your name on my heart.

hold your hand walk our journey.

happy and sweet endless story.

muacks. miss u and love u.
jus need a peace with you. hug hug

for every the readers

pity baby.. so sorry make u under quarantine
not cause H1N1 k? muack
make u no phone use n internet as well sorry im sorry
if everything didnt happen how good hor
muack my baby i love u n will always support u

to be inform, waner will nt on9 for few days or even few weeks
so every1 here pls be patient =)
we will wait her bak rite?
hehe

mike was here

My baby, u cant online for i duno how long
every1 here to be inform waner cannot on9 for few days or even few week, dun miss her teehee im here help her update
my zhu zhu now under quarantine no phone no internet
hais ya~ sorry ya every 1 is all my fault

-mike- always love her
muack

dream

this few days i'm dreaming a same dream.

i'm get far from my friends.

at the dream, i have a friend because of love then argue with me.

she is protect him. she scold me and i cry.

all of my friend not caring me and study themselves.\

i cry lonely and loudly in the dream.

baybee, i'm not mind that i'm been neglected because ur study.

i wont sad, i will happy because u study keke. =]

oh no! u seem lik more hardworking than me alr la.

baybee, i like to drink your expired milk.

i know you produce milk wan. haha.

un be miser ya. keke

keke. i love mike. muacks.

en na. i know the angle not nice la.

duno to tak photo la. ish.

yim 3 yim 4. huiyo

tomorrow wan to tuition at morning =(

it's the time to bed.

good night everybody.

96days.

miss you.

my heart belong to u, baybee.

 muacks.hughug.

rainbow

duh !!

today jus have to absorb history knowledge at school only.
oh my. all teacher is not coming to school and not teaching.
although we having to sit for exam.
but they seem like lazy to teach and i was worrying my exam.
oh no!!! my ekonomi, moral and science haven revision yet.
and my history jus half pail of water xD
arh!! still have a week to study only.
not going school tomorrow.
will be back to school next wednesday.

finish my school, i'm going to ling's house after that go to tuition.
teacher giving us some tips.
wow. it's seem like no different after she giv.
sooooooooo many @@
after my tuition, dad fetch us to his friends house.
duh! waiting mum ply mahjong.
i beg daddy for fetch me and sis back.
bt he ignore me.
duh! i really angry and get mad.
waste my time there 2 hours.
duno why my parents so addicted to mahjong.
dad complain to me today that he no money.
i open my eye bigger to him and say
y u will have money to ply mahjong ah?
he say i always out and request money with him. ==
i alr long time not going out. ish.
and i use my money to top up for my phone.
then he diam diam there. ish...

when i reach house, my baby woke up and message me.
but i start to sleepy and i fall as sleep on bed.
baby calling to me around 8p.m.
i wake up and bath. haha. let her scold that i'm dirty and smelly. =(
after bath ready for study with baby through phone.

we having war just now when studying. haha.
baby fierce to me and cal me listen to her say.
then i diam diam there TT

baby is indirect to praise her prettier than me.
=( pijak me again.
haha. baby's punya duuu duuu pain. haha.
i know it's miss me.
let me kiss on it will be recover.
hold it now touch it now. muahahah.

having a fucking mother and i using fucking net.
ish. sorry that rude here.
jus having a mad day.

95days.

countdown, 5days.

waiting the day.

muacks. i really very miss you.

hope to meet u in my dream.

i love you much.

good night baybee.

02,03,04.10.09

02 oct.

today meet with baby. yeah yeah

i very miss baby ah ~~

when recess yeoling giv me a present.

the present is baby pass to yeoling during hari raya's holiday.

so today she took to me.
keke. i open the small mickey mouse box and saw a small card in box and a shirt.
the shirt was made by baby during holiday.
it's a mystery present for me =]
the present is for our 100days wan de. keke .
ah wei say me show off oh. ==
sorry i'm not lo. is u all wan to see i jus show it out nurhx.

finish school, waiting my baby come to my school.

with ah bui go to meeting and wait baby.

baby is rush to come and let baby sweat much much. haha.

muahahahaha. baby is wearing school uniform to meet me.

muahahaha. sexy baby. wakakaka.
i jus laugh n laugh and fool baby. xD ngek ngek
sexy ah baby.
i need to aplogize to u that my fren say some thing let u hav bit bit angry.
we mum mum at 'ah shit' mamak there.
keke. baby say nice nice oh.

3o'clock. we walk to bridge there and baby take taxi.
very heavy heart to leave baby.

when i walk back to school,  my tear roll in my eye.

baby i really very miss you.

hope to meet u soon. need wait after my exam TT

the shirt of made by my beloved baby.

i'm wearing it. thanks. i love it. =)

03 oct
today is mooncake festival.
i stay at house at noon.

online while studying xD

haha. jus appear off only and watch la. haha.

we going to aunty's house at night and celebrate there.

this year not going back to my grandma house.

because she is go to singapura. TT

i din't have to ply candle and lantern.

because i facing my cousin's computer when thy are plying.

haha. after that ply mahjong with my sis and in cal with my beloved baby.
keke. around 1o'clock, we going back to house.
i hope my mum won to take my phone at night.
muahahahaha. finally she fall in sleep and i message baby to call me.
but she is fall in sleep too.

i'm disappointed and i'm cry.

keep cal to baby awake her.

finally she wake up and cal back me tum tum me.

04 oct

eye bengkak when wake up.

haha.alik a golden fish xD

eat breakfast with parents and then back to house revision.

doing my account while watching. ngek ngek.

no special today.

jus need to wish my dear karly happy birthday.

and wish her have a healthy and wealthy life.

get nice nice result and hope i can win her at result. ^^

happy always and dream come true too.

night everybody =]

sweet dream.

94days.

still have 6 days.

i love you baby. muacks.

keke. hughug u. miss u much.

hope u will be well at your trial exam.

study hard ya. naughty baby. =] muacks.