Saturday, February 11, 2012

Semester 2 exam will be started from tomorrow.
But I still come here to lepak a while because I felt so tired and boring on revision.


If a girl devote everything to her love but her love would not know these all,
is it worth?
Should the girl gives up because her love would not love her? 
Why love can make a person depress and happy?


I saw my friend keep suffering in this situation,
I do not know what I can help her.
Actually I felt heartache whenever I saw her devotion.
I hope I can help her something at least do not let her walk the same road with me.
Yet, I could not do anything to her. :(
HL, I really worry about you. Please think twice what I had told you. 


Birthday is coming soon.
Suddenly you pop out in my mind.
Can I have a wish? Can I meet you in this year?
I know it's impossible. :(
Till now, I admit sometimes you will still pop out in my mind.
I know that I just don't want to face this fact. 
Whenever I saw your name, I saw your photo, I saw anything which regarding to you,
I will think of you silently.
Yet, when I think back how you treated me, what you did to me,
my heart will sank down and I will hate myself !
Why?! I have many questions to ask you, why?!


不是你不够狠心,而是我还不舍得放手。
I saw this status from someone.
Am I still not willing to let go ?
我是犯奸的动物!

If I am a cold blooded human, I think it will be good! 


Good luck to me !
Woo Wan Er! Jia you for your exam!
Rawr!!!

Monday, January 9, 2012

压力

昨晚,终于崩溃了
好好地哭了一场
真的很压力,真的很辛苦

昨天当我在做工时,我听到我的supervisor叫了我的名,在看到他的样子,
我是多么的想哭
眼眶都湿了
在那时候,我能做的只是低头再回头走
我不想要让他见到我脆弱的那一面

很后悔当初接了这份工,认识了他
再把它介绍给朋友
让自己那么的矛盾狼狈
很想要放弃一切,再重新开始

很想她明白我的感受
并不是我正在找借口,为什么你就不站在我的立场去想一想
我真的是有在尽力做得最好


She is my nightmare utterly ! :(

Saturday, December 31, 2011

Hello, stepping back to here to say Hi to you all.
Hmm. I memang lazy bug as lazy to blog gradually.
I really can't find any feeling to write my post.


Well, having my holidays now.
Though it is my holiday, but I still need to work and do my assignments.
After this holiday, gonna complete 3 subjects' small quiz.  :(
Semester 2 exam is coming soon.
Last paper is dropped on 21 Feb.
It is good or bad for me huh?
Totally didn't have birthday party mood :(
I obtained an excellent result in my Sem 1 exam ( at least it was reached my expectation )
I hope my sem 2 result can obtain more excellent than sem 1.
Yet, it seem like difficult for me.
Hmm. I should put more effort on it :)


有时,真的觉得很累
为了钱,我得牺牲自己读书的时间去做工
每一天,都要对着自己讨厌的工作不停的奋斗
即是多么的疲惫,都要撑着脸皮去做工
自己为了做工的压力偷偷的哭了多少次
有谁会知道


人生总是会遇到交叉点
而现在我正在站在一个难以选择的交叉点
对,想得到越多,遇到的风险就越多


前几天,不懂自己发了什么神经病
突然想了想一个问题
如果,爱人离开了我,这个世界
我会怎样
脑海不停的出现她对我的好
她不停不停的付出对我好
而我还是不满足
眼睛流出了眼泪
原来,她在我的心里真的真的很重要
爱人丫!我爱你!


觉得自己很好笑
知道自己时间都用得不够,还要去跳舞
把自己弄得超级累的
表演就快到了
所以不停的练习
怎知道前天把自己跌的够够力
弄伤了自己的腰


承诺不知是一个虚伪的东西
Promise is everything BUT once it is broken, sorry mean nothing.
其实,如果你要把他从你的部落格删除掉那些我们零零落落的回忆
当然,你可以!
因为我再也不是你的谁
而你也该为了你自己的幸福和爱你的人作出一些让她开心的事
如果,在哪天,我把你们俩弄得不开心,我对不起你们


明天就是十二月三十一日了
但是没有节目  :(
到处都是人,看到都会累
所以决定在家休息
其实,多么得想和你一起度过
但是 ..... .... 哎!~




Pen Off!
Good night ya! Happy new years to you all guys! :D 




BYE :目

Thursday, November 3, 2011

如果有如果











  • 这世界 如果有如果
    如果一切重头 如果你再说你爱我
    习惯阿 熟悉的温柔
    turn around turn around turn around
    怎么还是 一个我
    雨滴滴答答的坠落 还有什么说不出口
    泪不停不停的滑落 习惯没有你的角落

    I want to sing a song for you sing for myself
    没有你的天空 没有云朵
    you are my everything and I really love you
    在泪干了以后 想听你说 爱我
    想太多 如果有如果
    如果永远爱我 如果最后能到最后
    一个人 该习惯什么
    turn around turn around turn around
    习惯晚安自己说


    雨滴滴答答的坠落 还有什么说不出口
    泪不停不停的滑落 习惯没有你的角落
    I want to sing a song for u sing for myself
    没有你的天空 没有云朵
    you are my everything and I really love you
    在泪干了以后 却还记得

    还记得青苹的酸甜 酸到心里没有感觉
    梦太美 回忆太心碎 再多给我一点点的勇气

    I want to sing a song for u sing for myself

    没有你的天空 没有云朵

    you are my everything and I really love you

    在泪干了以后 想听你说 love you


    如果真的是有如果
    我,想起你了! :)

    Wednesday, October 26, 2011

    Break, Broke, Broken

    一直在脑海里不断的徘徊
    我恨你,超级无敌的恨你
    对不起我的无理取闹!
    别问我是否要离开
    我不知道!我恨死你!

    Thursday, October 20, 2011

    Happy Birthday to my love, Pika

    Yesterday, 19 Oct 2011, was my baby's birthday. 
    We went to Sunway Shogun to have our celebration. 
    Hmm. Shogun is regressing, it is not as same as before.
    Sigh. A disappointed meal yesterday.


    It is my second year to celebrate with my baby 

    I hope that we can celebrate each other's birthday every year and until eternity.
    Sorry that this year is not as perfect as last year because of my laziness and busy to work and study.
    But I already tried my best to make it perfect.


    Baby, you must promise me that you will not leave me someday.
    As you known, I do really love you immensely.
    Baby, I viewed back the tissue which you wrote last time.
    Those words you wrote really touched me!
    I want to thank you always by my side to love, support and care of me.
    I will treasure our love, darling 


    I do not hope that you will leave me a day because I am too rely on you.
    I hope to share everything about me to you, I want you be my only listener.
    I want to hug you when I open my eyes every morning.
    I want to support you when I fall each time.
    I want to kiss you when my heart near to your heart.
    I want to stay with you everyday to share my happiness, my worry, my tiring and so on for you.
    My love will only belong to you, my cute baby.


    I wish my baby will healthy everyday, do not get sick easily, stay strong but not act strong ya!
    Her result will be improved and been satisfied her parents.
    I wish she will not tired everyday and get sleep enough.
    I wish she will happy everyday and love me as always! 




    Happy Birthday, my baby Wan Teen! 
    She is my baby. Oh my god. She is so handsome to me.
    Almost let her eyes electric until I faint. x) 
    We love, We smile, We share.
    Just hold you, look at you and love you never said a word.
    She is my love and the only in my heart 

    Polo Watch. Bought it as my baby birthday's present.
    Hope you will love and care of it with your heart 
    This is me, Pooh 

    Baby Lee Wan Teen 
    Ah Er only love you ya! 

    It is pooh's lovetale! 

    Monday, October 10, 2011

    他妈的伤心,生气,讨厌

    不停的工作和读书
    工作读书工作读书
    星期六,日要站足九个小时为了只是要赚钱帮补家
    晚上要去叫补习
    四天是上课时间
    终于,有一天可以抽出那么四个小时做我自己爱做的东西,陪我的男友
    他们总是要我做那个这个
    一个星期我只是要四个小时,都无权么?
    不用你们麻烦载我,也不能么?
    是不是要我只是读书做工而已?
    每天要帮你们撑到一点半夜,我懂你们辛苦,所以自己也不忍心的看着你们做
    但是四个小时都不可以给我么?
    对我只是说钱,我不是你们想得那么有啊!
    我自己也要存着给我以后出国读书用的
    你说借我就给你,也免得和你讨回
    这样的孩子还不够好么?
    你投诉说我只是往外跑,不做家事
    我宁愿牺牲自己睡觉时间起身做,还不够么?
    你们到底想我怎样?


    看到自己的男友委屈的只可以看到我四个小时
    我是多么的难过心疼
    每一次告诉自己一定要熬过去,无论如何都好,过后一切就会没事
    但是为什么看起来没好转
    我已开始慢慢的放弃自己的事业,学业
    如果我自己有能力,还需靠你们么?
    为什么就不能体谅我一些?
    有谁可以正真的体谅我


    自己做工的时候,
    给人骂,给人侮辱
    你们懂么?我不出声,我自己也算了


    在每个人的眼中,我是一个坚强女孩
    在这一年里,我的确把自己一直的逞强下去
    并不想让人看低自己
    但是我今天逞强得好累了
    我可以像个小孩一样,不喜欢就哭么?
    逞强不说出自己心里的苦


    到底有谁明白这一切?


    告诉自己,等我有能力搬出去时,我一定不会呆在这个家!


    你们到底懂不懂我的心声?!






    也许,在困难中成长的孩子总是来的坚强,耐苦


    发泄了一餐,心情也平坦了
    真的很对不起你,比
    说好明天出去的,临时又在爽约了
    我真的很想念你,宝贝
    我希望你可以陪我的熬过这一切
    我真的很爱你
    我希望你能了解我的情况