Apologize

It is really recalling my memories! 

I Trust myself I really can give up everything.

Maybe the losing of pendrive is really a faith.

A faith which ask me to let go.

Sorry, baby. 

I may hurt you so much throughout our love days.

We had been crying a lot of times because of the same reason.

Please do not say that you are not good enough and try to give me everything which perfectly.

What you gave me, spent on me were really perfect enough.

My words, my thoughts is quite confusing you.

Sorry to you about it.

You din't have give me any hard life.

You made my life become colourful.

Please do not blame on yourself that you are not good enough.

You are the best in my life.

Willing to spend on me.

Willing to be my listener patiently.

Willing to bear my hot temper, my ki siao-ness.

Yes! I do think before that 

my life will be with her if without you.

But I think of the other side,

my life will be better if with you.

Because you really devoted the best and precious for me.

I understood what you are thinking of.

You are not selfish.

Because of you love me, so you hope to possess me everything.

Sorry, I made you uneasy.

When I read your blog, my heart just as if been stabbed by a knife.

Sorry, I gave you a complicated and hard life  :(

I promise you, I will give you all you want.

I love you, my love.  ♥

Just hold you, never say a word. 

一个人

有时，很像自己一个人的
不想要堆集在人群里
吵杂的声音不想要容纳进去
但是有时觉得自己一个人，孤单就回来敲我的门
多么矛盾的我！


有点后悔今天出去得自己
渐渐的，太多的埋怨恨想大声地喊出来
但是谁会听？
人家只会说我在发神经
真的有点厌倦每次的约会
真的很像与世隔绝！


如果我可以，我真的很像很像过一个没有烦恼，开开心心的一个大学学生
讨厌自己的不坚强
很像放弃一切，跑去别的世界
不想对任何人有一丝的解释
我就是会有时候的发神经
希望这只是暂时性的~


想狠狠地哭一次，喊一次
好好的发泄自己！

我并不是你们想象中的那么坚强

Sem break is coming soon, thus all of the assignments come to us too~
Aww! It was like killing me as it is my first time to do assignment.
So far, the most difficult subject to do assignment is account.
Account is not theory and I really dun know what to do at all. 
Oh ya, references and conclusion are killing me at the same time.
References need write so detail and I really dun know what was the lecturer talking about.


Exam is coming soon as well.
Aww! I think all of those subjects are okay for me except business.
I really cant understand what my lecturer talking about every week.
It is just as if all greek! Hahahaha :D
Hope someone can help me in my business.
At least let me get a pass and my CGPA can obtain 3 something.


Job! Why not coming to me?
Money! Why not coming to me?
I do need you both much.
Sigh! Bankrupt-ing! x(
Do someone need my bank account number? 
Come bank in some to me ~ hahahaha :D


Compare university life with secondary life,
I prefer secondary.
Not because of stress or homework.
It is all about of friendship.
It is really difficult to find a real friend who will sit down silently and just listen to me complain everything.
I do really have many things stuck in my heart and my brain.
But who's going to share all of them with me?
Actually, I'm having pressure-cooker life now.
Who knows about it?


Sometimes, i do prefer to alone all the time.
I'm not acting cool or what.
It is my attitude! 


Aww! Just randomly come here to complain a lil while. * relief *
Night! :D