The problems among us.

I thought i'm the best in your heart, in your mind.

When I stepped in your blogger, I saw something that you never post it out.

Hmm. I'm wondering why you do not to post it out.

I'm wondering why you do not tell me face to face.

Afraid of create fighting among us.

In fact, I'm still not changing, still same like before.

Everyone told me that they saw me grew up.

Thoughtful and mature.

Yet, after I saw everything, actually that is not. Definitely NO!

I'm still a kid!

对不起。我的自以为是

我让你失去了自由

我以为我可以霸占你的一切，包括你的时间

原来你已透不过气了

对不起让你不开心

告诉自己该给你些私人空间

我会尽量地去改变

很想抱着你哭

也许我不适合

对不起我的野蛮我的刁蛮我的任性

该让自己学会一个人的生活了

First Christmas with Pika.

My first Christmas with my bee, Pika  ♥

We went to Pavilion and Times Square yesterday.

Met with bee around 11 o'clock.

We played finger in Lrt train.  =)

Our sound of laughter surrounding in coach.

People around envy with us. ♥

Reached Times square at 11 something then we went to buy movie ticket, Just Call Me Nobody.

Whee =)

It had been a loooooong time never watch movie with bee ♥

After that, Bee bought me a new handbag which I had been asking for a long time for me  =)

Finally I got a handbag which cost 25 bucks.

Hmm... Having sale now. Everywhere is selling cheap stuff.

Aww. My purse is getting lack of money so I cant buy anything during this sale =(

We were having our lunch in BBQ Plaza.

This was the first time baby eating in this restaurant.

We went to movie then :)

Woots, there was a gay couple beside us.

Hahahahaha.

Bee's face is more attractive than the movie.

Kept looking at her face and lips. xD

Slept on her shoulder at the last. It was comfortable. ♥

Bee awake me up gently.  =]

My darling bought a new purse for me.

Then bought nail polish.

Applied nail polish on bee's nails.

Hahahaha. Colourful.  =]

Walked to pavilion then.

Though it was far yet my baby was walking with me.

For me, it was not tired and suffer for me.   ♥

Camwhore there. :)

Nice christmas decoration here.

Hmm, hope to celebrate Christmas with bee there.

Yet, I'm staying in my grandma's house for 8 Days since tomorrow.

Captured at there almost an hour more. xD

Perasan of us.

Mama kept calling me to rush me back home.

So I gonna go back home at 5 something =(

Before going back, Baby bought me a starbuck dark mocha for me.

Niceeeee   ♥

Thank you, Darling.   :]

Bee, our gap is getting closer and closer ♥

I do love you so much.

A day more than a day  :]       Mwahs  ♥

Sorry that I'm getting mad with you always.

And sometime yelling at you.

Yet, I am the one love you the most, Dear.

Hmm. Pen.Off

Good night.

Love memories ♥

17.Dec  ♥

Baby came to my house :)

Whee.. Asked from baby few times already and finally she came my house safely.

She drove to my house 1st time and it was also the record for her in driving the longest distance.

Because of me, she was brave and gained experience.  =)

I taught her the way to my house through calls.

Sorry for scolding you. Hahahaha.

You were really noob on that day xD

Owh.~ Finally she reached my house at 12 something. 

She spent 2 hours to travel to my house.!

Actually, it is only within an hour. 

Yet, it was okay as the important thing was baby reached my house safely. 

Bee accompanied me watched tv programmes, cooking, viewed pictures of my growing process and so on. ♥

I love the way you hugged me when I was cooking.

I love the way you praised my dishes were nice.

I love to see you when you were eating my spaghetti.  ♥

Cherish all those sweet and precious moments. 

Bee was naughty xD

Pushed me on bed. It was comfortable when I slept beside you.

We looked at each other and played around on bed.

Rolled on the bed and grabbed pillow as well as blankets together. 

Love your warm lips sticking on my lips, it was warm.   ♥

Love your huggie from my back :)

Love your everything, Mwahs ♥

Baby went home at 4 o'clock.

It was heavy hearted. 

Wish you will come to my sweet home again.  ♥ 

Cherish and appreciate it and thanks for driving to my home though it was dangerous.

I understood that you only want me show my smiles in front of you =)

So you are willing to do everything to obtain my smiles.   ♥

20. December   ♥

 Captured in playground ♥

I kissed her lips. ♥

My SPM examination has officially ended from this beautiful day. :)

I completed my last paper, economic, wearing my last uniform and last time sitting in class.

Hahahaha. Yea, people. I grew up! 

I'm going to step in University's door. 

Yea, something popped out from my mind. 

That was someone insulted me in my cbox that I was not qualified to study in university.

After these few months, have you observed my progression of my english?

Because of you, I'm toiling to study in order to prove to you, yes I can  =)

After my exam, walked out from school gate and saw baby surprisingly.

My mum was there so I hinted baby not to walk toward me.

After that, I returned my books to school.

Bee ate pizza with my classmates and me in the playground.

Played tic-tak-toe with darl  ♥

Kept losing, Sob :(

Captured down our memories and bee kept curi kiss me xD

Hahahaha. Kept pushing my face on her mouth and scolded her curi kissing me xD

Love to see you smiling like this =D ♥

Though it was only less that an hour, yet bee was willing to spend her time to celebrate with me.

As I kept complaining that she cant celebrate with me today. xD

Then she gave me a surprise and proved to me that she was not caring anything, time or money, she only want me to repay her back with my smiles.

Gonna burn my books up and clean my rubbish room xD

Hahahahha. And going to make date with you, you, you, you, you! ♥

Hey, date me, people! 

I'm freaking free now =)

Last, Bee, I hope that you can promise me that dont let me cry again as if yesterday.
The feeling was really extremely suffer.
Just as if you dumped me alone.
Bee. ILY ♥

Pen.off.

Good Night!

Hmmm. Just finished my account exam.

2 more subjects to go, economic and chinese.

Sigh. Account test paper is sheer easy yet I do not know how to do xD

I only know well in difficult question. Hahahaha.

Extremely worry about my account =(

Daddy is warding in hospital again.

This is the 2nd times he warded in hospital.

=( In fact, I am really worry and care of him.

Yet, my mother said I am not doing so. ==

Sigh. What thing I can do?

Yesterday daddy scolded me that I only care of my result but not him

Yet, I already accompanied him in hospital all day long.

I really do not understand that what kind of daughter they want.

I want to care of my result and future but at the same time want to care of him too.

He knows how to speak malay well but they need me to help them.

Hmmm... If I achieved a poor result, how they treat me again?

Yesterday saw daddy checking his stomach by putting a long and thick wire into his stomach.

After that, he cried and vomit blood as his throat hurt and bleed.

At that moment, my heart sheer pain and tears shed out again.

Well, I'm not a tough child.  =[

Daddy worried to do operation for checking his stomach.

Under our forcing and persuading, he agreed.

Our memories kept flashing back crossing my mind.

Tears drop from eyes to my cheek.

How he protected me, the first present he gave me when I obtained 3rd in class, how he chopped off the cane after beating by mama, where he brought me to eat nice dishes, redang trip, Singapore trip, Australia trip and so forth.

Everything made me cry even now.

I am really afraid of one of my family members will vanish and disappear in my life.

I never undergone before. 

Bee came to my school to find me =]

Though it was only 2 hours but bee was still willing to visit me as well as give me support :)

Thanks for everything and your sneak.

Emm... Famous Amous whee :)

I love you, Darling. 

Well, no mood to continue my blogging.

Pen off here. :)

Night, buddies.

200 Days ♥

 This is our first meeting photo and the latest one.

Well, you can observe and realise our gap is going nearer and nearer   ♥

160 Days to go. Then it will be our 1 year anniversary ♥

Hmmm... Can we pass all the obstacles smooth?

I wish we can :)

These 200 Days, everything went smooth.

The thing which I feel pleasant is our relationship nowadays just as if our 1st month.

This mean we never changed before. We still love each other as if before.  :)

Our love is stable stable and stable! ♥

I feel pleasure that I met you. :)

You gave me a wonderful and romantic love.

Though you are as if wood sometimes, yet I love.

And I love your MUSHROOM. ♥

My man always complains to me that she has numerous assignments.

She feels sorry about it.

Yet, never mind. Baby.

It is your future.

Dun say sorry to me.

Dun worry that you cant accompany me.

I will stay at your side and accompany you to do your assignments so you no need to worry immensely. :)

I love to CLING on you. ♥

Well, have to tell you all.

I'm a hot-tempered girl.

I will get furious easily.

When she make me throw tantrums, I will scream at her loudly and loudly.

As well as throw anything and scold her even hurt her.

Yet, she only zip her mouth and keep coaxing me.

She is such understanding  ♥

I love you coaxing me when I am angry.  ♥

She is an adorable baby  :)

She loves to show me her cuttiie face.

I wish to hug her tight when she is showing.

Bee, I love you as you are my cutie pie. ♥

I love the way you call me baby.

I love the way you say I love you.

I love the way you '' Fa Qiao ''.

I love the way you coax me.

I love the way you sing, you talk, your cutie sound.

BEE, I BANYAK LOVE YOU    ♥

I love your everything. Mwahs

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Finished 6 subjects in my SPM.

3 subjects to go. 

Hmm... I hope to achieve a flying colour result  :)

Pen.Off.

Good Night. ♥

Happy 200 days anniversary with you. ♥

Mwahs. I Rawr You. =]