arg ~ =]

today exam ekonomi asas subject.
oh my stupid brain.
i was terbalik sistem ekonomi perancangan pusat and campuran.
i was sooo fucking sad.   =[
and i wrote wrong thing too.
the answer is brg percuma but i wrote brg awam.
arg!!  grr.  but my explanation is right la. 
wuwuwu. i worry that i fail it. alamak.
yesterday all i read all habis   TT_TT



怎么开始忘了
琴键那么重 我用技巧去弹奏

情绪那么浓 我该用什么去快乐
明明到最后 在我失去了以后终于懂得
追梦若是片宽阔天空 只是我从没抽离过

吉他那么重 我亦无力去弹奏
不想做什么 谁能陪我轻唱那首歌
不是我不懂 拥抱之后总是难以去承受
那些认真的美好 都一闪而过

怎么开始忘了我 还能微笑
怎么开始忘了我 还有心跳
那些黑色的玩笑 没有受伤不会好
我们还在找 自己的生存之道
慢慢释怀才能 让自己变好
朦胧的话只是 无聊的暗号
流言传来传去 不知何时平息
该如何去面对 那不重要

owh!~my idol  =]
张芸京　　   =]
woohoo. nice song.


not going school tomorrow, thursday, next monday and tuesday.
woohoo  ^^v
prepare my exam this few days.
still left history and my beloved account.   =]
i wan get A or A+ in account. keke
working hard in history.
at least get B   =]

i'm selfish, always let u stay in my heart.

where my best listener.
ahem. i have many thing to complain   =[
aww~ !!

i'm worry my maths.
the tuition teacher teached as the lighting speed.
i haven hafal in my brain then she teaches other.   =[
arg~!!  block my brain.

有时看到一些男子耍帅。
很想吐啊。
已经很臭了，还要装得很帅很型。
救命啊！
怎么哪个人会是我班的同学。我的天啊～
用镜子来照你的样子啦～
你耍帅只会变成我们的笑柄而已啊。

pen off here.
miss u    (=

朋友的意义

 今天为了一些东西而差点吵架。
我认为没有任何人可以影响你的presentation的。
你自己做好好就可以咯。
你口口声声地在你的部落些朋友写的那么好听。
但是你自己又怎样呢？
如果那个是你，你会有什么感觉？
可以顾下别人吗？
你们为了自己的利益，那么我们呢？
认真的是自私的。
我好讨厌啊！
我的朋友们都变成这样了。
我想我心目中的朋友都消失了。
我对你们很失望。
我相信她已经在尽力了。  =]
加油吧~  朋友
说到这里真的有点想哭
这一年觉得我们的友情越来越遥远。
而我也不是第一次为了你们哭了。
我算了。

原来也会有心计的。
好有压力啊。

人啊，你让我抓摸不到啊！
好复杂哦~

我找不到一个可以让我诉苦的人了。
好难受。好像一个人哭。
好疼啊！　　=[

i hard to express smile on my face anymore..
i think my anger is getting worst nowadays.  ><
sigh~~!!　
i feel suffer in friendship.
arg~!!   duh

i'm worry about this monthly test  =[
feel like will get bad result arg~~ grr!  

i will miss u everyday in this 2 month..
u must miss me too ya  =]
careful nurhx
wait u back.

pen off here.  =]
good luck to u all.
god bless u.

我那亲爱的考试又要找上门啦。=[
下个星期要和它见面了。
不懂的为何自己给那么多借口来退点这次的温习。
我以前那份学业的冲力没有了。
啊~！！要考试啦 =[
好像放弃啊~

上个星期是SPM放榜，看见我学校很多senior回来那成绩。
看到他们改变很多，还是觉得他们在学校期间帅一点。
哈哈，每个都流长头发。难看！
还穿着奇奇怪怪的衣服，难看~
将热的天气还穿着厚厚的衣，戴帽子。
他们真得太冷了。哈哈
看到他们各个不同的样子，也让我紧张起来。  ><
有一个拿到六个A还说不好，要重考。
浪费时间，钱和资源啊~！！
很害怕我也会考得不好。
我不想拿C啊  =[


这个星期发生了太多事了。
我猜不透很多东西。 =[
分不清哪个是梦境和现实。
还是顺其自然吧。
是我坚强了，还是我不顾了？
在你心目中我等于什么？
不知道。。。
但是你曾对我说我是你的一切。
现在大家已不同了。


我们也应该休息了。
加油   =]

哈哈。好开心。
我的notebook要来咯。
yes! 爽爽爽。



读书啦~！！
大家一起加油吧 ~
=]

pen off.
good night  =]

our performance. hari sukan

yeah. finally performanced well today. muahahhaa.

all teacher was satisfy.   =]

lucky had practised this morning, if nt i will forgot a bit.

my memory is bad nowaday. haha.

i was so nervous and all audience was applaused to us, made me more nervous.  =[

although we jus show a while but oso make my heart jump non stop.

haha. 台后两个月，台上一分钟。

here have some photo.

our team. haha. see the beside girl.  =]

our 6 form 5 girls and teacher.

she is veri caring us. thanks teacher  =]

nobody can help us capture our dance. so no photo here.

haha. but have form 1,2,3 team here.

they are awesome =]

here have some my photo and friends and i's photo.

wei ru and i  =]

yin thong and i.

wei and i. =]

orange hsuan and i =]

ah ling and i =]

form 1 girl and i.

i like her because she is cute and pretty.

she is having chubby face. i like it  =]

ah wei help me recorded a short funny ugly record.

nvm la. haha. 人总是有丑的时候。

if wanna watch the record, ask ah wei ba. muahahaha.

we are backed early today.

wow, so trouble.

wanna ask so many peoples permission. ish!!

gek sei me nia ~~

finally, ask for mummy help.

mummy help me bluff teacher. haha.

we back by lrt.

this year hari sukan was soooo less people come to watch.

sigh~~  i'm the last year luu!

this will be my last hari sukan.

pen off here.

night everybody.

sweet dream  =]

i love my dar M.

muacks. miss u much.

meet u in dream ltr ya  =]

=[

just back from times square with my beloved.
muacks. sob. let u hv a sad and no suprise celebration lo.
arg!~  i'm regret to do that.
hope u will like it.  =]
today we ate so much. ngek ngek.
all oso yummy. thumb up. wooohooo.
i love food.
but i more love u, dar ~  =]

sigh.
i dont hope because of somebody i just can leave a message on your wall.
i will feel sad and why your friend can leave at ur wall anytime,somemore call u babe.
bt i cant. =[
can u understand my feel??
i'm really unlike who's calling u dear, babe, ham yu and etc.
i know just is friend but i will jealous.
u know i'm sensitive right?  =[

yesterday was wished u on my wall.
i know i cant leave at ur thr. =[
but u nvr visit it, after i asked to visit u jus visit it.
no leave any comments too.
i jus feel tht i write for what ah?
wish wind ah??
sigh. everytime saw my friend sweet with their partner in FB i oso will jealous.
i know we cant because of your family.
i just feel why ur frens can but i cant.   =[
i'm very sad abt it.  sigh
i believe if i nvr ask u visit my blog, u wont too. sigh  =[

anyway, happy birthday to my beloved baby
hope we will together as long as we can.
or nvr end up.  =]
all the dreams will become true.
deng   =] haha
and be cute everyday. muacks.
dun always hot temper le  =[
sob sob. i scare scare.

happiiieee burfdaeee to u.  =]

muacks. i looouuuuffffuuuu you.

you're always in my heart and my mind.

remember smile all the time.  =]

muacks. i will always beside u. muacks =]

babiiiee

arg!!
don know wanna choose which modal notebook.
ngek ngek.
but sure buy lenovo branded nia.
baybee bought new notebook today.
haha. baybee sure very happy d. keke. muacks

today i felt i'm so independent. keke
=] it's a good thing.
but i also wanna be a small baby beside YOU.  =]
let me feel your care and love.   =3

tomorrow have a cutiest babiiee birhday wer.
haha. celebrate with u  =]
hope can giv u a suprise, sweet, happy and unforgotable celebration.
let u happy until the max. wahahhaa.
fullfill all u wan. muahahha.
baybee get my means nia. ngek ngek    

i need u much, baybee.

hug u tight. philic u ya  =]

muacks.

all the day with u  - 146 days -

what's wrong during this few days.

arg!! exam is drop at 23th march.
sob =[ 
wanna study again arh!! 
i'm so tired. can stop all the exam? wuwuwu

i'm having a bad family.
i felt i lack of some love.
but my parents like to use money to fullfill me.
sometime i not really need it.
i need some other love.  =[
i'm envy some people who is having a family with full of love.

practice dance yesterday and today.
a whole morning.  =[
i am so tired now.
skip my tuition class today.
i hope to go but i cant support myself and i'm not good is situation.
long time nvr sleep in noon.
every day have to tuition in noon. sob=[

i'm not too satisfy to our dance.
teacher too   =[
wuwuuwu. what is the problem??  =[

sorry to u, i treat u so  =[
yes. i was changed.
alike an evil who always let u cry.
sorry.

i hope i am blind or brain-less.
not care everything i knew, i saw, i felt.
i know this all jus will let us argue.
sigh. !!
i fell pain.

will be prepare my exam, seldom update blog.
take care all my buddies   =]


pen off  =]

always at ur side.

8th month anniversary. sweet baby =]

i dont wan seperate with my beloved. =]

muacks.i love u.

and wish baybee happy birthday here 1st. keke =]