Hello, stepping back to here to say Hi to you all.
Hmm. I memang lazy bug as lazy to blog gradually.
I really can't find any feeling to write my post.


Well, having my holidays now.
Though it is my holiday, but I still need to work and do my assignments.
After this holiday, gonna complete 3 subjects' small quiz.  :(
Semester 2 exam is coming soon.
Last paper is dropped on 21 Feb.
It is good or bad for me huh?
Totally didn't have birthday party mood :(
I obtained an excellent result in my Sem 1 exam ( at least it was reached my expectation )
I hope my sem 2 result can obtain more excellent than sem 1.
Yet, it seem like difficult for me.
Hmm. I should put more effort on it :)


有时，真的觉得很累
为了钱，我得牺牲自己读书的时间去做工
每一天，都要对着自己讨厌的工作不停的奋斗
即是多么的疲惫，都要撑着脸皮去做工
自己为了做工的压力偷偷的哭了多少次
有谁会知道


人生总是会遇到交叉点
而现在我正在站在一个难以选择的交叉点
对，想得到越多，遇到的风险就越多


前几天，不懂自己发了什么神经病
突然想了想一个问题
如果，爱人离开了我，这个世界
我会怎样
脑海不停的出现她对我的好
她不停不停的付出对我好
而我还是不满足
眼睛流出了眼泪
原来，她在我的心里真的真的很重要
爱人丫！我爱你！


觉得自己很好笑
知道自己时间都用得不够，还要去跳舞
把自己弄得超级累的
表演就快到了
所以不停的练习
怎知道前天把自己跌的够够力
弄伤了自己的腰


承诺不知是一个虚伪的东西
Promise is everything BUT once it is broken, sorry mean nothing.
其实，如果你要把他从你的部落格删除掉那些我们零零落落的回忆
当然，你可以！
因为我再也不是你的谁
而你也该为了你自己的幸福和爱你的人作出一些让她开心的事
如果，在哪天，我把你们俩弄得不开心，我对不起你们


明天就是十二月三十一日了
但是没有节目  :(
到处都是人，看到都会累
所以决定在家休息
其实，多么得想和你一起度过
但是 ..... .... 哎！~




Pen Off!
Good night ya! Happy new years to you all guys! :D 

BYE :目

如果有如果

这世界 如果有如果
如果一切重头 如果你再说你爱我
习惯阿 熟悉的温柔
turn around turn around turn around
怎么还是 一个我
雨滴滴答答的坠落 还有什么说不出口
泪不停不停的滑落 习惯没有你的角落

I want to sing a song for you sing for myself
没有你的天空 没有云朵
you are my everything and I really love you
在泪干了以后 想听你说 爱我
想太多 如果有如果
如果永远爱我 如果最后能到最后
一个人 该习惯什么
turn around turn around turn around
习惯晚安自己说


雨滴滴答答的坠落 还有什么说不出口
泪不停不停的滑落 习惯没有你的角落
I want to sing a song for u sing for myself
没有你的天空 没有云朵
you are my everything and I really love you
在泪干了以后 却还记得

还记得青苹的酸甜 酸到心里没有感觉
梦太美 回忆太心碎 再多给我一点点的勇气

I want to sing a song for u sing for myself

没有你的天空 没有云朵

you are my everything and I really love you

在泪干了以后 想听你说 love you


如果真的是有如果
我，想起你了！ :)

Break, Broke, Broken

一直在脑海里不断的徘徊

我恨你，超级无敌的恨你

对不起我的无理取闹！

别问我是否要离开
我不知道！我恨死你！

Happy Birthday to my love, Pika

Yesterday, 19 Oct 2011, was my baby's birthday. ♥
We went to Sunway Shogun to have our celebration. 
Hmm. Shogun is regressing, it is not as same as before.
Sigh. A disappointed meal yesterday.


It is my second year to celebrate with my baby ♥

I hope that we can celebrate each other's birthday every year and until eternity.
Sorry that this year is not as perfect as last year because of my laziness and busy to work and study.
But I already tried my best to make it perfect.


Baby, you must promise me that you will not leave me someday.
As you known, I do really love you immensely.
Baby, I viewed back the tissue which you wrote last time.
Those words you wrote really touched me!
I want to thank you always by my side to love, support and care of me.
I will treasure our love, darling ♥


I do not hope that you will leave me a day because I am too rely on you.
I hope to share everything about me to you, I want you be my only listener.
I want to hug you when I open my eyes every morning.
I want to support you when I fall each time.
I want to kiss you when my heart near to your heart.
I want to stay with you everyday to share my happiness, my worry, my tiring and so on for you.
My love will only belong to you, my cute baby.


I wish my baby will healthy everyday, do not get sick easily, stay strong but not act strong ya!
Her result will be improved and been satisfied her parents.
I wish she will not tired everyday and get sleep enough.
I wish she will happy everyday and love me as always! ♥

Happy Birthday, my baby Wan Teen! ♥

She is my baby. Oh my god. She is so handsome to me.

Almost let her eyes electric until I faint. x) 

We love, We smile, We share.

Just hold you, look at you and love you never said a word.

She is my love and the only in my heart ♥

Polo Watch. Bought it as my baby birthday's present.

Hope you will love and care of it with your heart ♥

This is me, Pooh ♥

Baby Lee Wan Teen 

Ah Er only love you ya! ♥

It is pooh's lovetale! ♥

他妈的伤心，生气，讨厌

不停的工作和读书
工作读书工作读书
星期六，日要站足九个小时为了只是要赚钱帮补家
晚上要去叫补习
四天是上课时间
终于，有一天可以抽出那么四个小时做我自己爱做的东西，陪我的男友
他们总是要我做那个这个
一个星期我只是要四个小时，都无权么？
不用你们麻烦载我，也不能么？
是不是要我只是读书做工而已？
每天要帮你们撑到一点半夜，我懂你们辛苦，所以自己也不忍心的看着你们做
但是四个小时都不可以给我么？
对我只是说钱，我不是你们想得那么有啊！
我自己也要存着给我以后出国读书用的
你说借我就给你，也免得和你讨回
这样的孩子还不够好么？
你投诉说我只是往外跑，不做家事
我宁愿牺牲自己睡觉时间起身做，还不够么？
你们到底想我怎样？


看到自己的男友委屈的只可以看到我四个小时
我是多么的难过心疼
每一次告诉自己一定要熬过去，无论如何都好，过后一切就会没事
但是为什么看起来没好转
我已开始慢慢的放弃自己的事业，学业
如果我自己有能力，还需靠你们么？
为什么就不能体谅我一些？
有谁可以正真的体谅我


自己做工的时候，
给人骂，给人侮辱
你们懂么？我不出声，我自己也算了


在每个人的眼中，我是一个坚强女孩
在这一年里，我的确把自己一直的逞强下去
并不想让人看低自己
但是我今天逞强得好累了
我可以像个小孩一样，不喜欢就哭么？
逞强不说出自己心里的苦


到底有谁明白这一切？


告诉自己，等我有能力搬出去时，我一定不会呆在这个家！


你们到底懂不懂我的心声？！






也许，在困难中成长的孩子总是来的坚强，耐苦

发泄了一餐，心情也平坦了

真的很对不起你，比

说好明天出去的，临时又在爽约了

我真的很想念你，宝贝

我希望你可以陪我的熬过这一切

我真的很爱你

我希望你能了解我的情况

疲累的自己

在假期里，不停的工作又工作
朋友们的约会一一推辞
其实很对不起他们
很希望回到那不需做工的时候
真的是很累了


那天做工时，看见对面的理发店里有一个很像以前的她剪头发
他的动作她的笑容非常的像她
很害怕她会转过头的时候，看见的会是她
其实我并不想要再见到她了
因为我躲避得很辛苦
并不想要这一切功亏一进
我真的不想要再扑进她与我的回忆


对不起我的宝贝
有时不能足够的陪你
我也是很想你的丫！傻瓜
很想要每天都和你见面
那么我就可以每天都黏着你，闻闻你的味道！:D
宝贝，我想要让你知道，我真的真的真的很爱你
我不想要轻易的放弃你
muacks muacks! :)


又要去冲凉做工了
下次再来啦！:D

想要告诉宝贝，

我爱你对我的naughty

让我害羞得不知所措

我爱你，么么

Changes in our love

Gradually, I seem like not such important as before in your heart.
I understood that you do love and care of me.
But it seem like occur some changes in our love.
Maybe I am too sensitive or what.
Maybe I should used to it as soon as possible.
Yes, I hope I can.
You do not understand the reason of I crying yesterday.
Never mind, I should not think so much or anything.

There is a change in our love. :'(

I'm tiring, good night!

Exam!

I will sit for my first exam in segi's college later.

Woke up early in the morning to study.

But got an intention to update my blog first.

So yea, here am I.

Yesterday studied my intro to business till 4 am something.

It is so tiring to me for waking up early in the morning.

Yet, I woke up finally as been scolded and forced by my love.

Kept scolding me always study at last minutes and do not appreciate time.

Always wasted my time in sleeping and playing game.

Because of exam, all of my entertainments have to put at a side.

I only can face to the book face to the book and face to the book.

Baby is going to penang with her classmates now.

Her school always organize trip for them.

Seem like so good. Indeed, it is an assignment trip.

In order to meet with me on monday, she brought her assignment and lappy to complete her assignment at there. 

I'm so thankful to her. No matter how tired she is, she will try her best to complete them. ILY!

I hope I can see you on monday as well without any tiring body! Hahahaha :D

Chose to leave from you.

Without any contact.

I hate you treated me so.

What for if I still caring about everything.

It is such terrible for me.

Anyway, I do hate you much!

Alright, have to pen off and continue my studies.

Good luck for my exam! :)

Ciaoz, people!

Take care and have a nice day to you all! 

Before leaving, I hope to say something at here,

that is, I love Lee Wan Teen immensely. Muacks! 

♥ Love one

Today is our 15 months, 450days anniversary! :)
I Love You, L.W.Teen! ♥ 


On 10 Aug, Wed
Went to Taylor lakeside campus to find baby alone!
The purpose of it was going to give her a surprise.
Its been a long time never give her a small surprise.
Well, start planning last week.
Then ask for those bus numbers and the way of going her university.
Relief! Luckily she did not realise about it :)
How smart I am! ♥ 


It was really challenging for me!
Kept worrying about i will lost anywhere.
Yet, I reached her school finally.  


She was surprised when saw me and kept asking why you come my school.
Hahahaha :D
I saw some tears rolled in her eyes. 


Went for lunch with her! :D
Then we went for dessert as well.
Snogut! Her Favourite ice cream ♥ 




Giving you surprise really can make me smile whole day. :)
I hope I can give you surprise every single day until the day our heartbeat stops.
Together with me equals to having surprise everyday! x) 

Kissed me in library as she said there is romantic! ♥

Good Night! :D 
Pen.Off






  

Love from parents

父母的爱是多么的伟大
为了养大孩子们，不吭一句的付出


我很庆幸，我有个超级好的爸妈
他们不顾一切的付出，照顾我
他们不管怎样，都会想尽办法的满足一切我想要的
虽然有时对我有点不好，但是他们的好都胜过一切了


有时埋怨多了点，唠叨也不少
但是关心叮咛多了些   :)
谢谢，我有个不错的父母！


如果爸妈永不会离开我，多好！


如果我的如果并不是如果那么多好！


和比的沟通好像比较少了
但是我对他的爱没有变
有时觉得你真的有点笨头笨脑
总是不懂得耍浪漫
又不懂甜言蜜语
生气的时候还要我教你
臭阿比


虽然是少了些话，情趣也少了一点
但是我相信不会影响我们的
我们的路会走得更远


那一天，把我弄哭得不能停
我就知道你已在我心里到了那不可取代的位置了
别再次得抛弃我了
对不起，我知道我做得不够好 


昨天，你告诉我很多我记不起的回忆
原来那些不开心的回忆我都忘得一干二净，剩下的只有我和你一起笑的时候
还有一些痛苦的时刻
以前不懂得爱情的你，真的超级的笨！
在我生气的时候你竟然会下线，挂我的电话
还要等我来找你哦！
找你过后厚，还要在那边串到死! 哈哈！
真的是太过分了！
有时你会偷偷的看了我的部落格，
偷偷得流泪
还说我写得很感动
李婉婷！你看我从那天和你在一起，
就对你那么好
你呢？还挂我线！大大声骂我 哼！
以前是超级大笨蛋，现在也是大笨蛋
还会把我气得蹦蹦跳的那种


但是没关系
我还是爱你丫！
我的爱人，你真的很重要


臭家伙！没有我的允许，你敢离开我！
切你哒~ 哈哈
记得那天我哭着发的信息给你丫！
女朋友是被哄爱的，不是被骂被弄得不开心的
女朋友也是不可以被威胁的！
你给我记得丫~

 Cotton On. 

I ♥ my attire! x)

 I will smile all the time when you beside me ♥

 She is my only one handsome baby! ♥

I Love Her So much!

宝贝，我真的肥了

控制我吃东西

别再养肥我了啦　　=(

你丫，别再弄我吃醋哭了啦

我爱你超级无敌！♥

一年两个月加十九天　　　　♥

Apologize

It is really recalling my memories! 

I Trust myself I really can give up everything.

Maybe the losing of pendrive is really a faith.

A faith which ask me to let go.

Sorry, baby. 

I may hurt you so much throughout our love days.

We had been crying a lot of times because of the same reason.

Please do not say that you are not good enough and try to give me everything which perfectly.

What you gave me, spent on me were really perfect enough.

My words, my thoughts is quite confusing you.

Sorry to you about it.

You din't have give me any hard life.

You made my life become colourful.

Please do not blame on yourself that you are not good enough.

You are the best in my life.

Willing to spend on me.

Willing to be my listener patiently.

Willing to bear my hot temper, my ki siao-ness.

Yes! I do think before that 

my life will be with her if without you.

But I think of the other side,

my life will be better if with you.

Because you really devoted the best and precious for me.

I understood what you are thinking of.

You are not selfish.

Because of you love me, so you hope to possess me everything.

Sorry, I made you uneasy.

When I read your blog, my heart just as if been stabbed by a knife.

Sorry, I gave you a complicated and hard life  :(

I promise you, I will give you all you want.

I love you, my love.  ♥

Just hold you, never say a word. 

一个人

有时，很像自己一个人的
不想要堆集在人群里
吵杂的声音不想要容纳进去
但是有时觉得自己一个人，孤单就回来敲我的门
多么矛盾的我！


有点后悔今天出去得自己
渐渐的，太多的埋怨恨想大声地喊出来
但是谁会听？
人家只会说我在发神经
真的有点厌倦每次的约会
真的很像与世隔绝！


如果我可以，我真的很像很像过一个没有烦恼，开开心心的一个大学学生
讨厌自己的不坚强
很像放弃一切，跑去别的世界
不想对任何人有一丝的解释
我就是会有时候的发神经
希望这只是暂时性的~


想狠狠地哭一次，喊一次
好好的发泄自己！

我并不是你们想象中的那么坚强

Sem break is coming soon, thus all of the assignments come to us too~
Aww! It was like killing me as it is my first time to do assignment.
So far, the most difficult subject to do assignment is account.
Account is not theory and I really dun know what to do at all. 
Oh ya, references and conclusion are killing me at the same time.
References need write so detail and I really dun know what was the lecturer talking about.


Exam is coming soon as well.
Aww! I think all of those subjects are okay for me except business.
I really cant understand what my lecturer talking about every week.
It is just as if all greek! Hahahaha :D
Hope someone can help me in my business.
At least let me get a pass and my CGPA can obtain 3 something.


Job! Why not coming to me?
Money! Why not coming to me?
I do need you both much.
Sigh! Bankrupt-ing! x(
Do someone need my bank account number? 
Come bank in some to me ~ hahahaha :D


Compare university life with secondary life,
I prefer secondary.
Not because of stress or homework.
It is all about of friendship.
It is really difficult to find a real friend who will sit down silently and just listen to me complain everything.
I do really have many things stuck in my heart and my brain.
But who's going to share all of them with me?
Actually, I'm having pressure-cooker life now.
Who knows about it?


Sometimes, i do prefer to alone all the time.
I'm not acting cool or what.
It is my attitude! 


Aww! Just randomly come here to complain a lil while. * relief *
Night! :D 

Having a long time never been here as I'm sheer busy lately.

Since started my college life, it made me feel tired and not enough time for me.

24hours really not enough for me  :(

Everyday I need to complete my homework, assignment and my job, so I really stop watching and playing facebook.

Last week, Pika and me are having our 1 year anniversary.

Hmm. Having a simple celebration but it was special and happy to me.

Thank you, dear!

Hmm. Bought a Nike shoes for baby as present and she bought perfume and roses for me.

The first time I received flowers =) 

The perfume is nice smell for me. Fall in love with it xD

Went to Tony Roma's and had a wonderful and delicious lunch with bee!

Wow, It was so nice! Though it was expensive yet it was big size.

Their service was really good.

They will think of us widely and provided us what we really need!

It was worth enough      :D

_________________________________________________________________________

Eventually, our relationship seem like become far.

What's the problem. Sigh!

Am I tired or anything?

I dun know indeed.

A question mark for our love!

Maybe we really lack of time to accompany each other and the communication within us is became lesser.

Used to it? Sigh!

Pen.Off! 

Good night, buddies.

You are always the one whom when I'm alone and need you but you are not appear and by my side.

他妈的！

每次在通话里，我打喷嚏和咳嗽咳到要死了

你一句问候和关心都没有

和你吵了又吵

我都觉得厌了

说你不会再次犯~

但是明明就犯了再犯

犯了错还在找借口

知道我又多生气么

就算吧！我不会稀罕你的关心

我不会原谅你的！他妈的~

李婉婷！我对你说
不要低估我~！
我会对你发疯的~！

终于，我的promoter工作结束了

这份工让我领会也学会了很多东西，所谓的人性 XD

讨厌四种人

第一： 把我的包包当垃圾桶，狂丢垃圾进去。垃圾桶明明就在旁边。!@#$%^&*

第二： 要买就买，不要就没关系。我又没有逼你哦。拿了又放在别的地方。他们都不会理解冰淇淋会溶的吗？我还以为卖出去了，知不知我要做report的？!@#$%^&*

第三： 嫌弃我给的太少，但是他们可不知道我已没有Sample了。!@#$%^&*

第四： 叫我aunty的小孩子。我直接眼呆！我的天呀！~ !@#$%^&*

讨厌做工人员一直逗我说话

做工就做工嘛

但是有一种好的，就是

男生都会帮靓女的

哈哈哈哈～幸亏有人帮帮才不会乱乱撞

但是有些女工人蛮坏的

不要理会我即时我对她说话

没礼貌！

Alright. If you have attention on my facebook, you will know about it.

Yup! I re-couple back with the her, Pika Lee Wan Teen.

This Saturday gonna go genting with my friends and my love, Pika.  :)

Look forward the day with you.

ILY! Bee. <3

PenOff! Good night, people. :)

My love ❤

Oh~ Baby, you are only my love ! ♥

I hope we can be together long lasting.

Thanks for your everything.

Your love, your patient, your forgiving, your tolerance, your teaching.

Love to see you when you are playing pool.

Owh~ Your look kill me! 

Love to listen to your childhood. 

Owh~ It's quite cute and interesting. Cute Baby. ♥

Love to see you when you are acting cute on call at the other side.

Hope to hug you immediately. 

Sorry. I hurt you yesterday.

Made you pain and cry. 

I'm sorry. But at least, I tell you everything honestly.

It's just as if relief everything. Phew.

When you're crying, hope to hug you on the spot.

Cried like a baby.

The second time you treated me fierce.

Made me cry loudly and loudly.

Can you do not treat me so next time? It's really terrible and frightened for me.

And, please do not eat at whee hour.

Your food lure me !~

:( 

Baby, I found you. 

I love you  ♥

Do not disappear from my life. 

I'm your princess ♥

* ehem ! someone called me and registered to join in tanjung rambutan ! xD *

This post is especially to my love, hamsap wolf. Awww~

一个不寻常的一天

今天的自己很不寻常

眼泪腺十分的浅

一大早

自己一个人的走去 training

本来是想要自己个人的去自己也个人的回

但是pika一直要求见面

所以就和他有个午餐

看见她哭

让我心疼得很

让我觉得惭愧

让我觉得无助

让我觉得我是坏人

他走后

就剩我自己一个人trainning.

Training 过后，自己拿着笨重的东西不知往哪走

最后决定搭着轻快铁回家

在那段路上

自己一个人的走着

即时东西是多么的沉重

也不敢放下脚步

因为天要下雨了

突然觉得自己是多么的脆弱

走着走着

眼泪不停的滚

终于到了

搭着轻快铁回着

他妈的

当我回到时

下起倾盆大雨

让我淋湿了一身

顿时，眼泪掉了

觉得很无助

不懂得要去哪里

原来天是不会眷顾坏人

告诉自己

不可以埋怨

这是自己选择的

在巴士站

等了又等

一个小时后，终于来了

当我看到爸妈，突然觉得感动

晚餐时

给了父母骂了一餐

也被爸爸冤枉了

今天真的是不寻常的自己

一直的哭，不停的哭

婉儿丫！坚强点吧！

PenOff !

Good Night, Buddy  :)

最近，不懂发什么神经

一直找问题给自己烦

昨晚哭的人不像样的

为了是钱~哈哈

傻了！

看到别人可以到处旅行

看到谁谁的爸爸买屋子，车给自己的孩子

看到谁谁的大学学费一切是父母帮他付

我自己是多么的羡慕

看到自己身边的朋友用名牌，有车

吃好料，买名贵的东西

也许我大了，也把钱看得很大

如果我有钱多么的好，至少我可以付大学的学费

并不用等读完书过后才慢慢的付

如果我有钱，要吃好吃的要买高贵的都可以

并不用考虑太多

我人生去过最远的地方只有澳洲

我哭着对她说我和我爸妈就只有去过一个国家的回忆

他解释对我说我已好过很多人了

至少我还有一个

但是就只有那唯一的一个    =(

她又对我说其实在我身边的人就是我的财产

至少我有一个每天陪着我24小时的你

原来她在暗示说她就是我的财产    哈哈

自己的生日要来了

可悲的是，朋友们好像没把它当成一会儿事

一切都是我安排

他妈的！若是这样，我不想要了

看见每个人都和他的朋友们一起出去玩

但是我的朋友一一的推掉我的邀请

就好像上个星期，最后还是剩下我和pika 

毕业前，一直说要去哪里，我们的友谊是多么的坚固

还甚至写在 FB Blog 和信息

说得那么伟大

也不就是那么的肤浅

呸  ！ 

宝贝，想清楚

其实也不就是你的朋友

甚至你的朋友还会出街喝茶

而我的都没有

都只有新年的时候罢了

多么的可悲可笑  ！

Swimming Day with you

Today went to Bukit Jalil for swimming with baby. 

What a funny day :]

Reached in lrt station at 11 something.

Hmm... The swimming pool is opened at 2 p.m.

Gosh. We reached B.Jalil around 12p.m

Oh Gosh! We walked around there.

Hahahahhaha. I brought baby walked wrong way.

Finally reached the swimming pool. ;]

We went to the cafe to wait the swimming pool open.

We drank at there and ate something.

Finally 2 p.m., we walked to the pool and paid to the worker.

Yeah ! 

After changing shirt, I jumped into the pool.

Oh No! My baby kept saying no no  no~

ARG! Ask her come down slowly.

Saw her swimming really made me laugh till stomach pain.

My laughing sound was surrounded the pool xD

My baby became timid when she is inside the pool.

I could carried my baby up.!

I'm strong woman ~ 

She asked me to teach her before swimming.

Yet, she did not learn anything after swimming. Hahaha :D

Reached 3.30p.m, we went to bath and went back to home.

Refilled~ Teaching my dear is a hard stuff. haha~ :D

Walked alone to my mama's friend house.

Along the way, recalled back my memories.

Baby, I hope I can build our memory there as well.

Hey girls and guys, valentine day is coming soon ya.

So, Happy valentine day to you all.

For single man and woman, hope you all can find a wonderful girlfriend or boyfriend as soon as possible. :D

For who is in a relationship, hope you all can enjoy your wonderful valentine day with your girlfriend or boyfriend.

For my dearest Pika, you better make this valentine day to become wonderful and make some surprise ya x)

If not, you better be careful.

Oh yeah! My birthday is coming soon as well.

I want present ya x)

And of course, I need you all guys to celebrate with me.

This is the most important one. ;]

Ciaoz :]

Pen.off.

Have a nice day. 

ILY,LWT !

P.s. 
My dear today almost killed me as she pushed me inside the water as she was panicked. OMG O.o
Hahahahaha x)